I am truly stunned. First I get my Master's Degree. Then I get a job with more and more responsibility, and get noticed for doing some math everyone else was afraid to do. Then I pass the first exam. So many people don't pass it the first time! Then I get a lead on a job, and a huge raise at my current job. Now I'm interviewing Monday with eight people for six hours.
I simply cannot make all of this jibe with the girl I felt I was five years ago, or ten years ago. None of this was in my field of possibilities. I know I need to start to see myself as someone who is capable of these things, since I do in fact seem capable. But changing a lifetime of seeing myself as a failure is a long process.
Maybe it's about to get a lot shorter.
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